Things I should say to your face.

"I'll burn her out of Cedar Falls" "Yeah dude you should definitely do that" Haha okay hunny, you do that. You met once at a show and that makes you best friends for life huh? Well damn, if that is the case I have a ton of BFFs that I was unaware of.

Really, talking shit about me on Facebook? I guess if it makes you feel better about yourself, go for it. I have people in my life so much better then that. I deserve better then that.

I'm retarded, huh? Okay, if thats what you really think. Friday you wanted me in your life sooooo bad and still wanted to be with me and on Sunday I am retarded. Make up your mind, bro.

I'm all about being friends with ex's. I make it work. If you want to ruin it, go for it. Its your loss, not mine.

Untag all the pictures you want, but I've seen them. They pop up in the news feed right when you're tagged. Untagging won't make them go away. The trust is still lost, and getting more and more lost by the day.

You know, I tried to be nice yesterday by saying I think its great you decided to do what you love. What do I get in reply? Not a thing. You still must have been on the whole "BURN ME OUT OF CEDAR FALLS" "GIRLS ARE RETARDED" stage.

I hope you grow a pair soon. It would be a waste to throw a 3 year friendship out the window completely.

It's Cool We Can Still Be Friends

"You say that that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer Yeah, well maybe I hurt you some, but let's contrast and compare. Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there. I guess your truth is just a ghost of your lies, I see through them all the time“

Great.

Tyler HIlton's Books for Kids <--- Visit it.
I admire stars/musicians who use their status to do great things.

All Hail the Heartbreaker

If there were a profession in heartbreaking, I think I would qualify for it without any question.

Music.

An update that is far past overdue.

The Spill Canvas - Realities
She & HIm - Volume 2
Dr Dog - Dr Dog
Jason Castro - Jason Castro
Jakob Dylan - Women and Country
MGMT - Congratulations

I am sure there are many others that I have missed. Thats what I get for being a super poor college student.

April 8th, 2010

Sooner or later in life everyone discovers that perfect happiness is unrealizable, but there are few who pause to consider the antithesis: that perfect unhappiness is equally unattainable. The obstacles preventing the realization of both these extreme states are of the same nature: they derive from our human condition which is opposed to everything infinite. Our ever-insufficient knowledge of the future opposes it: and this is called, in the one instance, hope, and in the other, uncertainty of the following day. The certainty of death opposes it: for it places a limit on every joy, but also on every grief. The inevitable material cares oppose it: for as they poison every lasting happiness, they equally assiduously distract us from our misfortunes and make our consciousness of them intermittent and hence supportable.

--Primo Levi, Survival in Auschwitz

Perhaps Neither.

Not sure what to listen to. My heart or my head. Both seem to screw me over these days.