Cory Monteith

YES PLEASE!!!!!!

The List.

Its New Years Eve Eve.
I told myself I wasn't going to make a list of things to accomplish in 2011.
Buuut I think I am going to anyway.

- Make the Dean's list for a second semester in a row
- Lose those last 5 pounds
- Study like its my job
- Look into starting a charity
- Buy at least 3 more pairs of TOMS
- Buy a Falling Whistle necklace
- Attend every 8 am class
- Keep up with Blogspot as well as my real Journal
- Attend a PD and do it with class
- Attend a Bright Eyes show in Chicago
- Know the 4 Loves in Greek right off the top of my head
- Not spend money on things I do not need
- Get my tattoo I've been talking about for years

Cleaning

Out my room I tend find the funniest things and pictures.

  This was my 8th grade boyfriend.  This is his freshman golf picture.  He's a doll and lives in San Diego. 

 Oh HEY boy I brought home on Halloween.  This is your senior picture from 7 years ago.  I wasn't lying when I said I had always had a crush on you.

 What's up Freshman and Sophomore boyfriends.  They kind of look alike, no wonder I dated them.

 I still look like I am 14 and it looks like I got a nose job.

 So Brad and I made our V-Cards...

 and put them in this box...while at work.  We were always so mature at work.  buuuut after awhile we both lost our V-cards (the real ones, not these cards)

Who let me be such a freaking scene kid? 

Things too scene in this picture:

Pink hair

Blonde on top Black on bottom hair

Saosin Shirt

and if you could see the rest of the picture it was probably too tight of jeans, white studded belt and converse

and then there is the headband placement....

 NO ONE and I mean NO ONE should ever wear a headband like that.

 Priceless.

 My old family/best friends were super attractive.  

Sup hipsters?

W.E.W.

If you are from Iowa and say that you are into the music scene and don't know about this dude...well you should probably never say you are in the music scene then.
This is pure Iowa talent.  Best there is.  Simple as that.

Break

Today is my first day of break at home.
Yesterday was great.  Went to the Orpheum with two of my favorite ladies and watched White Christmas.
I sure do love Bing Crosby.
Ohhhh then I made Christmas candy and listened to the NSYNC Christmas album.
Today, I am going shopping with my grandma.
I love life right now.

Merry Christmas and a Hanson New Year

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Old School Hanson.

This is

How over finals I am.  I just spent waaaay too long doing this thing instead of doing my work that is due tomorrow.

  

The last person you kissed screams they love you, your reply?
Uh, wow.

Did you get to sleep in today? 

I woke up at 9 15.  So yeah.

Do you have siblings?  

I do have one.

How many kids do you want?
Three. 

Who was the last person you held hands with? 

AB.

Sex, does it mean love?  

Not in the slightest.

Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?

Nope thanks to my 4 inch heels.

Do you think if you died, that the last person you kissed would even care? 

Maybe a little.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? 

I haven't talked on the phone in days.  I can't even remember.

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?

Not that I am aware of.

Have you had sex with more than 5 people this month? 

Negative.

When’s your birthday?
 September 30th.

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

Ha it was the first and last time.

What kind of phone do you have?  

A craptastic one.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? 

Jeans.

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?  

Oh yeah.

What were you doing at 4am?
Dreaming about doing the Salsa with Leonardo DiCaprio in Vegas.

Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? 

Write a paper.

Are you lying to yourself about something? 

Everyday.

Last night you felt?
Super sick.

What’s something you cannot wait for?

Thursday night!!!

Have you ever walked in on people having sex?

Im not sure what Kevin and Chandler were doing.

Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?

Ha "I'm at Mikes"  when really I was at Blake's.

Has anyone put their arm around you in the last 5 days? 

Nope.

What do you wear more: jeans or sweats?

Jeans.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 

9

Are you a morning person or a night person?

I can be both.

What did you get your last bruise from?

Being drunk.

Have you been under the influence in the past 24 hours?
I just had a Captain and coke :)

You never know what you got until you lose it?  

So true.

Do you reply to all of your texts?
Nope.

Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
I can't believe you ruined what we had.

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

Yes.

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?

Oh yeah.

How many months until your birthday?

10

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?  

Apples are pretty good.

Piercings you have?

too many to list.

Do you prefer hot weather or cold weather?

Cool fall weather.

Did you like this past summer?

Yeah it was pretty great.

What were you doing before you got on the computer?

Homework.

What’s your favorite ice cream flavor? 

Chocolate with caramel.

Are you more of a cat or dog person ?
Dog. 

If you were forced to dye your hair another color, what color would you get ?

Brown.

Your mood summed up into one word ?
Irritated.

Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey right now?
Homework and watching Bridalplasty. 

Is the person you last texted single? 

Yes.

Are you 1.single 2.taken 3.heartbroken or 4.confused? 

Single baby.

What are your initials?
SLM.

Are you a happy person?

usually.

Are you going to be in a relationship tomorrow?

Nope.

Have you ever crawled through a window?

Ha yes.

Favorite color? 

Turquoise.

Will you kiss the last person you kissed again? 

Only the future holds that answer.

Does the last person you held hands with attend your school?

Yep.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

Negative.

Will this weekend be a good one?

Oh yeah.

Ever been called babe?

Yepp.

Have you ever given up on anyone?
Yes.  Should have done it long ago.

Have you ever trusted someone too much? 

All the freaking time.

Is it hard to make you laugh?

Nope.

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
As long as their life didn't revolve around it.  I could care less.

Do you miss the way things used to be?

I do.  I would love to go back to being 16 when life was simple.

Did you go to sleep smiling last night?

nope.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
3.

Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past? 

Not really.  It got me to where I am today.

Is there anybody you wish you could spend time with right now?
Sure, yeah.

Are you a cuddler?

Big time.

Whose hoodie did you last wear? 

Mine.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?

Yeah.

Will you ever hug the last person you hugged again?

Of course I will.

Do you have an attitude?

You bet I do.

Do you usually tell people when you’re mad at them? 

Oh they usually know.

Are you afraid of losing the person you like right now?

I don't "like" anyone right now.

Where is the last person you kissed?
Newton?  Cedar Falls?  No clue.

First person you talked to today?

Rachel.

What is a nickname that your boyfriend/girlfriend calls you?

I don't have a boyfriend.

Do you think your past mistakes made you into a better person?

You bet they did.

Do you still pinky promise?
Ha yep.  The last one I did was with the lead singer of AM Taxi.  It was hilarious.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?

Today.

How many people can you trust with just about everything?

Um 3.

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

I have only ever seen 2 shooting stars, but yes I wished on them.

Is there anything currently hurting on your body?

My head.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yeah.

The girl you TRULY care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?

Yes.

What is the last thing you drank today?

Captain and Coke.

Something is wrong, who is the first girl you’d go to?

Lauren.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

Far too much.

What is your natural hair color?

Dirty blonde.

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?

Oh my goodness yes!

If you had to get a piercing, what do you get?

I'm done and so over piercings.  So nothing.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Taking two finals.

Short hair or Long hair?

Long.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

Not really.

Who was the first person you saw this morning?

Rachel.

Have you ever glued your fingers together?

Bahaha yes.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Yesterday.

Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

I used to get them all the time from people.  Not anymore though.

What do you worry about the most?

School

Have you ever ran away from home?
Negative.

Where were you 2 hours ago?
Sitting in this same place.

Are you listening to music?

Nope.

Describe the shirt you are wearing?

My Rooney shirt.  It has a lighthouse on it.

Do you take your daily vitamins?

No, I need to start again though.

When did you last go swimming?

August sometime.

What is your greatest fear?

Snakes and hospitals.

Could you go a day without eating?

Yeah, but not by choice.

Do you have a favorite number?

12 and 21.

Who is the first person who is in your head in the morning?

Depends.  Usually whoever I dreamt about that night.

Have you ever flipped off a police officer?

Ha probably.

How old will you be in five years?

27.  Oh lord.

What were you doing at 1am?

Sleeeeping.

When’s the last time you saw your mom?

Three weeks ago.

Do you tan or burn?

Burn then tan.

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?

Bare feet.

What’s your eye color?

Blue.

When you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, what’s the first thing you think?
Wow, cute hair.

What’s a word that rhymes with “test”?

Best.

Do you wear glasses or contacts?

I have glasses but don't wear them.

Are you keeping any secrets right now?
Affirmative. 

Do you like Cinnamon toothpaste?

Lord no.

What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago?

 Same car I drive now.

Closest thing to you that is yellow:

The words on my shirt.

Closest framed picture to you?

There isn't one in my living room.

How many emails do you have?
Wat too many.

Do you play air guitar?

Uh no.

Are you ticklish?
Like you wouldn't believe.

Last time you saw fireworks?

September 3rd at Adam Lambert.

Does it bother you what people think of you?
Not really.

What kind of friends do you like to have?

The ones I have.

What do you think is at the bottom of the rainbow?

Nothing.

Do you think you’re going to marry the person you like now?
I don't like anyone really. 

Finals

Take a toll on my body.

I have watched:
Titanic
Romeo & Juliet
The Beach
Man in the Iron Mask
Catch Me if You Can
The Holiday
The Santa Clause
The Santa Clause 2
On the Road
Hollywood Land

all while doing homework the past three days.


I also have to take:
Tylenol PM or
Melatonin

so that I can sleep.


I have:
3 zits and
3 more little ones coming.

all from stress.  I NEVER get more than one zit a month.  Let alone 6 in one week.


In the past two weeks I have written:
One 21 page paper.
One 10 page paper.
Four 3 page papers.
One 2 page paper.
One 5 page paper.
Two 4 page papers.

finally, I am done with papers.

I have:
1 test to take.


Then, only then am I home free for a whole month.

Words for thought.

- One day, his name just didn't make me smile anymore.

- Find someone who treats you right, it's not easy, but it's not impossible.

-  I'd sit and wait for you...but I know you're not coming back.

-  Someday you will cry for me like I cried for you.  Someday you will miss me like I missed you.  Someday you will need me like I needed you.  Someday you will love me but I won't love you.

-  You hated me in high school.  Now I'm fantastic.  Go fuck yourself.

-  People's bullshit and fakeness are why I like to be alone.

-  There are still men who love desperately - jd salinger

-  Because you saw me when I was invisible - princess diaries

-  I wish I could forget you.  Like I forget everything I've studied right before a test.

Someday

Stole from my favorite Jon.

1. Real name: Sarah Madison

 2. Nickname: Sugar Plumb Fairy

3. Zodiac Sign: Libra

4. Male or female: Female 

5. Elementary School: Woodrow Wilson

6. High School: Newton Senior High

7. College: AA: DMACC  Undergrad: University of Northern Iowa

8. Hair color: Dirty Blonde

9. Tall or short: Tall

10. Scarves or Hats: Both 

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

12. Phone or Camera: How about a Phone WITH a Camera 

13. Health freak: Not at all.

14. Orange or Apple: Orange

15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Not really.

16. Eat or Drink: Drink.

17. Piercings: 7 of them.  Most of you know them.

18. Pepsi or Coke: Only if mixed with Rum. I don't drink soda.

HAVE YOU EVER:

19. Been in an airplane: That I have.

20. Been on a train: I've been on the San Fran Trolley, does that count?

21. Been in a car accident: Nope, knock on wood.

22. Been in a fist fight:  Never.

FIRST:

23. First piercing: Ears

 24. First best friend: Besides Lauren...Mackenzie

 25. First award: Probably something for Softball.

26. First crush:  Tanner Illingworth

27. First word: Honestly, I have no idea.

LAST:

29. Last person you talked to in person: Rachel

30. Last person you texted: Sara Roggemann

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Well, I was watching Titanic yesterday when I got a surprise visit from Lauren.  She sat in my room with me while it was playing.

32. Last food you ate: An Orange.

33. Last movie you watched: Titanic.

34. Last song you listened to: Shake by Jesse McCartney

35. Last thing you bought: Ink

36. Last person you hugged: Lauren

 FAVE:

37. Food: Pasta

38. Drinks: Water.  Rum and Coke.

39. Bottoms: Jeans

40. Flower: Anything pretty.

41. Animal: baby monkey

42. Colors: Turquoise and Purple

43. Movies: Pearl harbor and literally anything with Leonardo DiCaprio.

44. Subjects: Mental health

 (Put an X in the brackets if yes):

45. [    ] in love with someone.

46. [ x   ] celebrated Halloween.

47. [ x ] had your heart broken...

48. [ x ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [    ]had someone question my sexual orientation.

51. Question was profane, and thus deleted. DAMN YOU JON!!!!

52. Question was profane, and thus deleted.  I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THESE WERE!!!!!

53. [ x ] did something I regret.

54. [  x  ] broke a promise.

55. [ x ] hid a secret.

56. [ x ] pretended to be happy.

57. [ x ] met someone who changed your life.

58. [ x ] pretended to be sick.

59. [ x ] left the country.

60. [ x ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [  x  ] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [ x ] ran a mile.

63. [ x ] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [ x ] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [ x ] hated someone.

66. [ x ] stayed single for 2 years.  

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: nothing

68. Drinking: Water.

69. Listening: Shirock (yeah, Jon and I listen to the same music. weird :) )

70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting

71. Plans for today: Turn in my 21 page reflective journal, come home, work on more homework

72. Waiting: for my food to be done

 YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids?: Yupp

74. Want to get married?: In the far future.

75. Career: Pre School or Kindergarten teacher.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes

77. Shorter or taller: Taller.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: How about Romantically Spontaneous?

79. Werewolves or Vampires: Jacob.

80. Pink or Black: Black looks good on anyone.

81. Muffins or cupcakes. Muffins 

HAVE YOU EVER:

82. Fallen up stairs/down stairs: Yes

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.

84. Snuck out of a house: Yes

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No

86. Killed somebody: Nope.

87. Broken someone's heart: Every person I wink at.(Ha!  Oh Jon!  Leaving his clever answer)

88. Been in love: Yes

89. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: At times.

91. Miracles: Yes.

92. Love at first sight: Hasn't happened yet.

93. Heaven: Yeah.

94. Santa Claus: Uh yeah have you seen the shirt I'm wearing on Christmas?

95. Easter Bunny: No 

96. Leprechauns: Seeing as Shaun is one, I kind of have to believe. 

 TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yes.

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yes

99. Do you believe in God:  Yeah.

100. Live forever alone or Die at 90 happy: Die at 90 happy.