It beats me everytime

It is people like you that make me despise this town.
You talk yourself up like you are some righteous person but then turn around and fall from grace, yet it is okay because it was you.
God forbid someone do something before you get to it.
You are not going to always be the first person to do something.
Get over it.
People will beat you to a trend that you think makes you stand out in the crowd but really just makes you fit in even more.
I just dont get it.
You and I used to get along so well.
We were friends.
We used to laugh and have inside jokes.
But...
I fell off the path first and I am the worst person in the world.
Whatever I dont care anymore.