Saturday, December 1, 2007
Desire.
Obviously right now just isn't the time to be with the one who I thought would be worth my time, so no one will be worth it. I think I am just going to go with it. Wherever life takes me, that is where I will go. I am tired of trying to make things work. Here is where my old care free self comes into play. I never used to get these feelings that make me tingle, and I don't know if I want them anymore. I am putting that damn wall back up and not letting anyone into my life anymore then they already are. If they try to get in further, they will hit that wall. If I kiss someone, it will mean nothing. If someone tells me they like me, I will laugh it off and do nothing about it. If I start to get feelings for someone, I will brush them off like a piece of dirt. It is how I used to be and I was happy back then. Maybe, just maybe I can be happy again.
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When you find the person who's right for you, you'll know. And you shouldn't keep that wall up. It's impossible to deny feelings, no matter how hard you try. You're worth having someone's full attention. I know that you'll find him. Maybe you already have. Time will tell.
If only it were that easy, you were lucky and found that person at a young age. I was safe and happy behind my wall.
Maybe I have found him, but I doubt it. Never seems to work. No matter what happens.
Honey, I love you.
You'll find him, I promise.
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