Girl, Freal.

I'm not even sure where to begin. There are these two people who are in my life, no, make that used to be in my life, that have done something so bizarre. It makes me want to scream. Both of them talked the worst shit about each other to me, if only I had saved the conversations. Funny how it happens. Can people just not tell the truth about how they feel? I don't even know why I care, maybe it is because I feel as if I have been betrayed, used, lied too, laughed at, and manipulated. I want to be able to say "Fuck you, you deserve each other seeing as you both are compulsive liars and no one should have to deal with your lies besides each other" but I can't. Technically I just did say it, but its just a blog, it doesn't REALLY count. Just remembering what both have said to me about each other in the past makes my brain hurt. I can't wrap my thoughts around what I just saw. Ugh, I will never understand people and the choices they make.