Could it be...

I can not write like I used to. Could it be because I have nothing to write for? Nothing to write about? Everything that once was is no longer. The words do not flow. Is it because the things that once intrigued me to write, are no longer in my life? Is it because I have given up? Is it because I see no use for it anymore? The thing that once got me through the day now almost hurts to do. Could it be because everything I write seems to have a double meaning? It is because everything I write hurts someone somehow? Is it because I'm scared you will never read it? Is it because I'm scared you will read it? Could it be any of these? Could it be all of these?