Oldies.

Here are a few songs that should be retired from my speakers for specific reasons yet have found their way into my speakers quite often within the past few days.

Sit & Sink - The Graduate
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
Connect the Dots - The Spill Canvas
Bigger Scars Make Better Stories - Search the City
Marshalltown - Modern Life is War
What If - LFO
Swing, Swing - All American Rejects
My Eyes Burn - Matchbook Romance
Sweetness in Starlight - Matt Wertz
Three Cheers for Five Years - Mayday Parade
Conspiracy - Paramore

Fuck Responsibility.

New Jersey's finest.



Spanish Bombs show in seven days in Jersey. Let's go!

I'm okay with that.

Where have you been, darling? We used to know of one another and now we are whispers being carried away with the wind. We are heard in every distant song and seen in every faint smile. We have gone our separate ways. Do you still think of me? I won't lie, I think of you. Sometimes, I think of you more then I should. I will not be ashamed for it either. We have grown and become different people. We no longer need the crutch to sleep, we are no longer being ridiculous. We are here. Here for me is somewhere you aren't, nor probably ever will be. I am finally okay with that. We are the ones that tried so hard only to fail. I am okay with that as well. Sometimes I just wonder, where have you been, darling?

Debate.

I hate politics and probably will NOT talk about them with you, ever. But I will say this, I can not stand the sound of Senator McCain's voice. I also can not stand his robot running mate Mrs I Do Not Know How to Answer Questions. That is all.

New territory.

Could it be? I would like to think so,yet I'm scared. The past is rearing in and all the hurt is just lingering. I need to let it go. This time could be different. He knows how I feel. For the first time, I was upfront and honest from the first minute. I felt my walls break. He knows I have been hurt, respect is a huge thing for me, and mostly, that I have the biggest morals when it comes to sex. The best thing is after I told him all of that, he gave me a huge hug and said "that's perfect". That is the moment I got scared, if he meant it great, if he didn't I am in for heartache again. That is the moment I wished I would have kept those walls up, but I guess I should just throw all my cautions away and let life take me where it wants. Maybe this could be good for me.