New territory.

Could it be? I would like to think so,yet I'm scared. The past is rearing in and all the hurt is just lingering. I need to let it go. This time could be different. He knows how I feel. For the first time, I was upfront and honest from the first minute. I felt my walls break. He knows I have been hurt, respect is a huge thing for me, and mostly, that I have the biggest morals when it comes to sex. The best thing is after I told him all of that, he gave me a huge hug and said "that's perfect". That is the moment I got scared, if he meant it great, if he didn't I am in for heartache again. That is the moment I wished I would have kept those walls up, but I guess I should just throw all my cautions away and let life take me where it wants. Maybe this could be good for me.