Saying goodbye is nothing glamourous like the movies make it out to be.

My Future Love

finally contacted me!

Yup yup.  My life is almost complete now.

ha!

Or That Awkward Moment When Old FROM FIRST TO LAST Fans Dig SKRILLEX And Have No Idea It Is Sonny Moore.

In all seriousness.  I really dig Skrillex.  I absolutely hate DubStep because most of it sounds the same and gets reeeeeally annoying after about three songs.  I have always been a fan of Sonny in everything he does because within his tiny body, there is massive talent.  Aaaand Skrillex proves that.     

I can't write anymore.
I can't even write in my real life journal.  It may be because it is my "Europe Journal" and I just can not stand to touch the thing sometimes.
Everything I start to type I end up hating by the end.
Everything seems too personal for BlogSpot.

Only the Good Die Young

"The 27 Club"

Tumblr

The "blog" that people use when they can't come up with their own thoughts.
At least it has a ton of pictures to keep me entertained for hours and make me laugh.

WTF people?!?!  You do NOT do this to Peter Pan.

Is this not the sweetest thing ever?!

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had

Dear Lord do I love Beyonce. She is my girl.

Madjo in Pella

Oh to be 18 and still have summers and not have a care in the world.

This is how L and I would spend a lot of our days way back when.

"Chillin...like a villain" in Pella.

AM Taxi The Mistake Official Video

Yessss!! My favorite AM Taxi song.

Relevant

 

I never thought this would happen.  It did though.  I guess you really can't control who you like.  You also can't control the future and what is right around the corner.  Had you told me a month ago I would like this un-named dude, I would have laughed at you and said you were crazy.  Today, you tell me that and I have a huge smile on my face just proving that I do in fact maybe like him...just a little.  

But in less than a month he will be gone.  1,000+ miles away.  I knew this from the beginning yet it hit me last night that its for real.  This little thing we have going...its got to keep going or end.  

Its funny.  Good things always happen at the wrong time.  

I'm told to be optimistic about this, but its hard.  You wouldn't get it unless you've been there.

Gah.  For real, life is just crazy and hard sometimes all while being amazing.

:)

"Didn't expect to see you so soon!" - W

"Yeah,  I know" - S

"I guess that is what boys do to ya!" - W

"Yep, guess so!" - S

"I don't think I have ever seen you act like this" - L

"What do you mean?" - S

"You're all giddy, giggly and won't stop smiling" - L

"Hahaha, I know.  I love it." - S

"I don't think I have ever seen you act this way.  Like ever.  Even when  it came to J---" - L

"Yep, well you will have that!" - S

I'm kind of reeeeally diggin life right now on so many different levels.

Patrick Stump - "Spotlight (Oh Nostalgia)"

What a cute song and video.

When did Patrick lose weight and become so adorable? I am behind on the times.

Something about Summer

There is something about summer that brings out that little bit of country I have in me.

Can't stop listening to a few select songs...this being one of them.