I never thought this would happen. It did though. I guess you really can't control who you like. You also can't control the future and what is right around the corner. Had you told me a month ago I would like this un-named dude, I would have laughed at you and said you were crazy. Today, you tell me that and I have a huge smile on my face just proving that I do in fact maybe like him...just a little.
But in less than a month he will be gone. 1,000+ miles away. I knew this from the beginning yet it hit me last night that its for real. This little thing we have going...its got to keep going or end.
Its funny. Good things always happen at the wrong time.
I'm told to be optimistic about this, but its hard. You wouldn't get it unless you've been there.
Gah. For real, life is just crazy and hard sometimes all while being amazing.
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