Not even twelve hours later and I am writing another one. I broke last night. After I posted, I saw something that made me realize it's really over. I couldn't hold back, the tears just came and wouldn't stop. I am not tough, I tried to be. I am weak though. People know that, and they take advantage of it. I wish all of this would just stop, leave me alone, get out of my life forever. Shit, I don't really mean that, don't leave forever, just a little bit. I really want you in my life somehow. UGH I'm going crazy.
"How is it fair to love someone who will never love you back? And who will always treat you like shit. I don't understand. But for some reason, it happens" - she put it best. It's not fair, life isn't fair. We can't help who we fall in love with or care greatly for.
Playlist for the crazy:
Pictures of You - The Cure
Kind of Perfect - Armor for Sleep
Brightest - Copeland
Open Water - Thrice
Yesterday Feelings - The Used
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I seriously just started crying.
I love you Sarah. I know how hard it is to forget somebody.
We talked about this last night, we talked about it today, and we'll talk about it tomorrow.
I don't know what's wrong with us, but I hope it stops.
And no matter what, you'll always have me.
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