I want to know my purpose in life. I want to know why I have met the people I have. I want to know if I will ever cross paths with the people who have left my life. Will they be of importance later on in life, or are they really gone for good? I want to know if the people in my life now will always be here. I want to know who I am going to marry. I want to know if I will have kids and a cute little family. I want to know if any of my dreams will come true. I want to know why people say what they say but mean something completely different. I want to know why people would rather lie then tell the truth right away. I want to know why no one seems to care about people like they used to. I want to know why best friends become acquaintances. I want to know why people have to ruin good music scenes. I want to know why people always need to be different when it just makes them all the same. I want to know why some people really love, while others don't. I want to know so many things. I want to know why in my darkest hours, no one was there. I want to know why God took my grandpa from me too soon. I want to know what makes people stop loving. I want to know why my brother and I weren't tight as children. I want to know why we are still in this war. I want to know what makes her better then me. I want to know why they haven't found a cure for cancer. I want to know how I got stuck with a shitty immune system disease to give me psoriasis. I want to know why we can go over seas to help people, yet won't help people in our own country. I want to know what I can do for people in our country as well as people in Darfur. I want to know what makes the sound of symphonies so intriguing.
I just...want to know.
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