After an hour straight of hard crying and a bit too much alcohol, a hot bubble bath and a Lauren and Sarah's Hate Playlist, I realized something. Everything happens for a reason. I have always been a strong believer in this. It is hard for me sometimes to live by it though. Today though, today is the day I start. I am sick of trying to guide my life where I think it should go. I need to let life take me where it knows I need to go. I can not go on with this pity party I hold for myself every few months. It is getting old and I am sick of it. It never makes things better nor does it ever solve anything. I am turning over a new leaf. It will take a lot of baby steps to fully get there, but I know I can do it. It is what I need.
Lauren and Sarah's Hate Playlist:
Everything I Once Had - The Honorary Title
Silver Bullet (acoustic version) -Hawthorne Heights
Album of the Year - The Good Life
Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh - Bright Eyes
You're So Vain - Carley Simon
Intensity in Ten Cities - Chiodos
1 comment:
We should make a new hate playlist.
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