Most of us have dreams where we get to meet that one person who has influenced us in more ways then one. The person who spoke to us through words we could never get just right. The person who knew exactly what we were going through, even though they had never met us. We all have that one person...singer, writer, actor or maybe just a normal person.
The day started out slow and kept dragging on. The two hour drive to Omaha, Nebraska seemed to stretch on for an entire day. The weather was weird: sunny, rainy, sunny and very much humid. We entered the town I swear I am meant to live in. I felt at home walking the streets and spending way to much time inside Homer's. That town does something to me. I adore that city and its lights more than anything.
As the day stretched on, dusk finally fell over the Anchor Inn with boys and girls in their cutest outfits hoping he will catch a glimpse of them and remember them for the next time. The boys and girls fell into place as Michael Runion took the stage while Deep Sea Diver followed him. The alcohol started to set into some and they felt the amazing vibes and effects it had as Tilly and the Wall tap danced and sang their way through their amazing set. As night officially set, everyone got anxious. The ones they had been anticipating were about to go on. As Conor and the boys of The Mystic Valley Band set in, the crowd became one, or so they should have...
Three hours and five new friends later, the adrenaline rush came to a close for most. For a few lucky ones, it was just at its peak.
"Conor Oberst is a dick." "All Oberst cares about is himself. He doesn't give anyone the time of day" "I've heard he is a huge douche" "All he cares about is himself and his drugs" - these are the words I have read and heard many times.
If a warm smile and a handshake to a couple of strangers on his bus is being a dick, then yes, Conor the biggest dick I have ever met. If letting three outsiders in his house and letting them chill for a few hours after the show means he only cares about himself and no one else. Then yes, the above statements are true.
However, I beg to differ with the statements people make about him. He is so intriguing. The way he talks is captivating; completely in deep thought one moment and laughing about chicken a split second later. He is by far the one person I have dreamt of. The dream became reality quite quickly and faded into another dream just as fast.
Jason was a doll as well. Exact opposite of what I expected him to be. I was going into the night thinking he would be distant and almost forced to be nice to us because Amanda was there. However, that vibe was never put off. Super cool and a really down to Earth guy. I will always be grateful to him for being genuinely nice to us.
Today, I'm not sure whether or not Conor remembers what I look like, but I really do not care. I don't care if he remembers he apologized at least five times for his house smelling bad. I don't care if he remembers taking Lauren's little green lighter. I really do not care.
I got a sneak peak into the life of a great musician that has been there for me for about six years. I got to spend a little time standing next to the great mind that has sang "Hunny, don't you weep. There is nothing as lucky, as easy, or free" night after night into my ear. That is all I really care about.
And, with a sweet smile, opening of the gates and a kiss blown in our direction. We ended the night.
Till next time.
Mr. Oberst,
I adore your shag carpet, it was quite soft.
P.S. We didn't say 'Goodbye' to you. That means we will be seeing you again.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
It was only AP.
I am supposed to be sleeping right now. I have a big and exciting day ahead of me tomorrow, but I can not sleep. Not now anyways.
For anyone that knows me, they know I am a dear fan of The Beat Strings. I have been since the day I heard them four long years ago. Adam has this very distinct voice that is unique and draws you in from the first word. Some people have compared him to Robert Smith of The Cure. This, I guess does not sit well with Adam. A recent blog wrote by him stated he is changing is voice due to the recent c.d. review done in the Alternative Press Magazine. In the review the author states that Adam sounds like Robert, yet it works.
I do not get why he would want to change his voice. It is what makes The Beat Strings the freaking Beat Strings.
Plus, the article was in AP. Not to be rude, but whoever writes the reviews for them sometimes seriously have no idea what they are talking about. They will give All Time Low or some shit band like that an amazing review and a great band Bright Eyes a bad review (those are just examples to get my point across). So really, this AP article should not have effected him. His voice has gotten them through 5 or more years of great music. Why change?
Sorry for this long rant, but I just don't get it.
I have been to many of your shows boys, had some great nights with you.
Please do not change...your music.
For anyone that knows me, they know I am a dear fan of The Beat Strings. I have been since the day I heard them four long years ago. Adam has this very distinct voice that is unique and draws you in from the first word. Some people have compared him to Robert Smith of The Cure. This, I guess does not sit well with Adam. A recent blog wrote by him stated he is changing is voice due to the recent c.d. review done in the Alternative Press Magazine. In the review the author states that Adam sounds like Robert, yet it works.
I do not get why he would want to change his voice. It is what makes The Beat Strings the freaking Beat Strings.
Plus, the article was in AP. Not to be rude, but whoever writes the reviews for them sometimes seriously have no idea what they are talking about. They will give All Time Low or some shit band like that an amazing review and a great band Bright Eyes a bad review (those are just examples to get my point across). So really, this AP article should not have effected him. His voice has gotten them through 5 or more years of great music. Why change?
Sorry for this long rant, but I just don't get it.
I have been to many of your shows boys, had some great nights with you.
Please do not change...your music.
Blahhh.
Obviously I have had nothing to write in this lovely month of June. Sorry about that. Hopefully July will be more inspiring.
Buuuut tomorrow = Conor.
Pretty stoked about that.
Buuuut tomorrow = Conor.
Pretty stoked about that.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Iowa...Its in the Midwest, Right?
If you ever look at a map...you will see that the state of Iowa is in the middle of the United States. It is not on the West Coast or the South. So why is it people in this state think that they must act/talk like they are from one of those places? The girls here like to have long, super blonde hair, wear a lot of make up and dress like they are going to a club just to go to the store. They look like they should be on the next season of The Hills. They also have enough drama to be on the next season as well. Language for these girls consist of "Lyke oh em gee" "lyke no way" and any other thing that a modern day Clueless character would use. Their conversations only go as far as "I was so drunk last night. I can't even remember the guys name..." Then there are the boys here who live in the middle of a city and talk as if they are from the hills of Tennessee. They use sayings like "Git-r-done" or the word "Idear". I'm sorry, but "idear" is not a word, it is IDEA. We also do not have southern accents here in Iowa. So stop with the accent, thank you. You live in the city, not on a farm so stop wearing your farming clothes. Also, take showers boys. The people that actually live on farms in this state take more showers then the town boys who wish they lived on farms. I can not wait to get out of this place and move to a place where people embrace who they really are and stop trying to be what they aren't.
The End.
The End.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Letter to the unknown.
To Whom It May Concern,
Please stop appearing in my dreams. It is getting to be too much. I can not take it anymore. I want my dreams of far, far away places back. I want the dreams back of laughter and fun, not tears and sadness. I am trying to rid you for a reason, please do not haunt my dreams anymore.
Love always,
Sarah
Please stop appearing in my dreams. It is getting to be too much. I can not take it anymore. I want my dreams of far, far away places back. I want the dreams back of laughter and fun, not tears and sadness. I am trying to rid you for a reason, please do not haunt my dreams anymore.
Love always,
Sarah
Sunday, June 14, 2009
This is the way I live.
Went to Arkansas to watch my brother in the NCAA Track Meet. Here are just a few of the hundreds of pictures I took.
-Need I explain? It was my entertainment-
-Chase Would Be the Dude in all Blue and White-
-Chase-
-Sup Finals-
-Chase and Coach Doug-
-Chase Doing His Thing-
-Chase During Warm-Ups-
-And You all thought it was at the bottom of the Atlantic.-
-My IPod Became My Best Friend on the Way Home-
-Need I explain? It was my entertainment-
-Chase Would Be the Dude in all Blue and White-
-Chase-
-Sup Finals-
-Chase and Coach Doug-
-Chase Doing His Thing-
-Chase During Warm-Ups-
-And You all thought it was at the bottom of the Atlantic.-
-My IPod Became My Best Friend on the Way Home-
Friday, June 5, 2009
A Little Favorite.
This has got to be one of my favorite quotes from a movie.
If only I could learn to live like that.
"I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you... to make each day count." - Jack Dawson on Titanic.
If only I could learn to live like that.
"I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you... to make each day count." - Jack Dawson on Titanic.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Oh the dreams we dream.
I had a dream last night I was hanging out with 3 Doors Down and Jack's Mannequin. Super weird dream since I haven't listened to 3 Doors Down since I was probably in middle school when they were played all the time at the pool. And because I am not a Jack's fan, I am a Something Cooperate fan.
Hey Jealousy.
I hope one day you see my plane flying overhead and wish it were you. I hope you realize what you could have had and never will. I hope when you see my plane leaving the white trail behind, you get jealous. I hope you get jealous because I am making my dreams a reality, without you. I hope you get jealous because you never reached for your dreams. I hope you wonder where I am flying too, because trust me love, I will not be telling you.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Grumblings.
Why is it that all the wrong boys say all the right things?
I will never understand this concept.
The ones we never want in our lives ever again pull out all the lines that the boys you want in your life forever never do.
I hate it.
Anyways, today was long. I am so glad its over.
Oh and I HATE when the free songs on ITunes are country.
But LOVE when they have music in different languages free.
And why the HELL is Taking Back Sunday's new album 13 freaking dollars?
UGH I hate this economy and its rising prices.
Rockin:
Marshalltown - Modern Life Is War
D.E.A.D.R.A.M.O.N.E.S - Modern Life is War
Should I Stay or Should I Go - The Clash
Spanish Bombs - The Clash
Just Like Heaven - The Cure
Pictures of You - The Cure
I will never understand this concept.
The ones we never want in our lives ever again pull out all the lines that the boys you want in your life forever never do.
I hate it.
Anyways, today was long. I am so glad its over.
Oh and I HATE when the free songs on ITunes are country.
But LOVE when they have music in different languages free.
And why the HELL is Taking Back Sunday's new album 13 freaking dollars?
UGH I hate this economy and its rising prices.
Rockin:
Marshalltown - Modern Life Is War
D.E.A.D.R.A.M.O.N.E.S - Modern Life is War
Should I Stay or Should I Go - The Clash
Spanish Bombs - The Clash
Just Like Heaven - The Cure
Pictures of You - The Cure
It's now of the past.
I used to listen to this song and think that I was never going to be able to move on. This song described me for such a long time in my life. Now, I have moved on and the song means nothing to me, it is just a regular song now. It is kind of nice.
Can't Move On
by Automatic Loveletter
You build a heart
that's strong
Walls to last long
Its paper mache
You think the
battle's won
No use for shields
And guns
You'll need them now
That the lump takes a
home in your throat
With the words that
You're choking
as you try
To tell yourself its ok
Flying by time to gaze
But never face
Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling but you cant move on
you feel like your able to love past the moment but you cant move on asking why asking why
why i cant move on
You can't go please stay
No don't stay go away
I'm left I'm right
I'm black I'm white
You ride a carousel
round and round till
the sickness grows inside
that lump takes a strangling hold
squeezes tight till your cold and tears run dry and where you once were worm now is tattered and torn crumbles and fades
Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling but you cant move on you feel like your able to love past the moment but you cant move on asking why
asking why
why i cant move on
Incomplete
Typical reaction
I can't get over over
Over you
This is how the story goes
Glory in the moment
Won't let you go
You can't move on
cant move on
cant move on
oh i cant move on
Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling but you cant move on you feel like your able to love past the moment but you cant move on asking why asking why why i cant move on
Can't Move On
by Automatic Loveletter
You build a heart
that's strong
Walls to last long
Its paper mache
You think the
battle's won
No use for shields
And guns
You'll need them now
That the lump takes a
home in your throat
With the words that
You're choking
as you try
To tell yourself its ok
Flying by time to gaze
But never face
Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling but you cant move on
you feel like your able to love past the moment but you cant move on asking why asking why
why i cant move on
You can't go please stay
No don't stay go away
I'm left I'm right
I'm black I'm white
You ride a carousel
round and round till
the sickness grows inside
that lump takes a strangling hold
squeezes tight till your cold and tears run dry and where you once were worm now is tattered and torn crumbles and fades
Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling but you cant move on you feel like your able to love past the moment but you cant move on asking why
asking why
why i cant move on
Incomplete
Typical reaction
I can't get over over
Over you
This is how the story goes
Glory in the moment
Won't let you go
You can't move on
cant move on
cant move on
oh i cant move on
Your stuck in the moment when you thought you were rolling but you cant move on you feel like your able to love past the moment but you cant move on asking why asking why why i cant move on
Monday, June 1, 2009
Frankly.
I am done with you. Completely. These childish games you are so infatuated in playing, I have outgrown them. I can not wait for the day you wake up and realize what you missed. It might not come soon, but someday love, someday it will come. I will no longer be the one you run to when things are not going right in other aspects of your life. Frankly, I do not care anymore. I cared for too long with nothing in return. I was there when you needed me. But where were you when I needed you? No where to be found.
This is like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I wish I would have done this a year ago.
This is like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I wish I would have done this a year ago.
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