the "C" word scares me.

College started today. I cried. I realized that I am growing up way faster then I want to be. I can no longer say I am in high school. I used to think I was awesome when someone would ask me if I was in high school and i could respond with a "yes". When people ask me what grade i am in now, i have to respond by telling them i am in college, that scares me. i kind of wish i could have stayed in high school forever. i was comfortable there, i knew people and they knew me. it was like my pacifier when i was little, i needed it to make it through the day but hated it, and when it got taken away from me, i cried. i always laughed when people told me they missed high school and that it was the best four years of their life. well, my first day in college and i can already see that they were right.