Same shit different day

I can feel you slipping out of my life once again. You have no clue how much I want you in it. I know I should talk to you but I am scared. All I can do is write on this pathetic blogspot because I have the worst time speaking my feelings straight to you. You are the only one that has ever made me truely really happy. I was always happy whenever I was with you. I miss getting woken up by your late night texts messages and not caring because I loved talking to you. I miss how you respeceted me and the way you would smile at me. I miss taking naps and being lazy with you. You pretty much run through my head a million times a day, if only I could tell you. I guess if you read this you will know, but if you don't, its just another lame post showing how scared I am.