No, I am not.

I am not sorry. I just realized this. I am not sure how many times I told you I was sorry, and for what? I always apologized for things you did to me. I am not sorry at all. You had your shot and you blew it. Do not for a second blame it on me. You moved on first. You went and got yourself a girlfriend. I waited, I waited for a long time. I wasn't about to waste my life waiting for you to get your shit together and figure out if you wanted to be with me or not. So, I moved on. I found someone who is willing to make a long distance relationship work. I found someone who can look past my imperfections. I found someone who makes me smile and laugh and feel wanted. I found someone who will be true, because like you, he got cheated on, but in his eyes I could see a sincerity that he wouldn't hurt me, I never saw that look in your eyes. You're eyes always held lies, the truth could never be found in them. So get mad, but at yourself. You held all the power for "us" and you didn't use it. It is not my fault at all. I will never, ever apologize to you again.