Dream to Reality.

I dreamt last night that I moved to L.A. I dreamt that I tried to get a hold of you and tell you that I was leaving. That I wouldn't be around anymore. You didn't answer my phone calls or reply to my text messages. I tried for many days in a row and got no response. I couldn't wait any longer and had to leave, I tried calling you once more as I sat in the airport waiting for my plane to sweep me away to a new life. Still, you didn't answer. I wanted to cry knowing I would probably never see you again because you chose to let me leave your life, again without pulling me back in. As I got settled into my new place in sunny L.A. with an old friend helping me unpack, my phone rings...your name is on the screen. I hesitate to answer it, but do just because I wanted to hear your voice. You ask me what I am doing. I tell you I am in my new place in L.A. You ask "California?" I say, "Yes, California." You pause and ask when I went there. Tears started to fall as I told you I moved out here two days earlier. You asked "Moved?" I said "Yes." I then went on to tell you I tried to get a hold of you for quite some time to tell you but no day was ever convenient enough for you to be my friend. There was silence on the other end while you tried to come up with some lame excuse about why you didn't answer my phone calls or why you didn't relpy to my text. You couldn't think of one because you knew I would know you were full of shit with whatever came out of your mouth. All you said was "I'm sorry." I laughed and said "Save it for someone who will believe that, because I don't. I gave too much of myself to you and recieved nothing in return. I love you to death and I always will. But it's time to let each other go, for good. Bye -------." I then hung up the phone with tears falling from my eyes.

I then woke up to realize I was really crying in my sleep.
Its sad, this dream...it will one day become reality and I am scared for that day. One day you will be too late on wanting to be my friend. I will be gone and we will have lost out on something that once was amazing that never got restored.