I already am.

I don't want to be the girl who:
-finds love last.
-is jealous of all her friends.
-can only get boys when drunk.
-stays at home every night.
-is scared to let anyone new into her life.
-the boys run to when the other girls figure out who they really are.
-always gets strung along.
-let the one person she loved get away.
-always wonders what if.
-dreams big and never really goes for it.
-people call at 4 a.m because she is the only one home.
-every girl hates because she is a "threat" to them.
-is too shy to talk to him.
-is dependent on others.
-returns to this place.
-makes mistakes and never learns from them.
-regrets things.
-lets amazing people walk out of her life.
-doesn't know where she is going.
I don't want to be the girl who is any of this.
I don't want to be the girl who already is all of this.